For several days after we returned from vacation, I was in the pit of anger and frustration (totally unrelated to VBS). I have
R and I have been hashing and re-hashing where we are, where we could go and where we should go from here. I wanted God to get busy and SPELL. IT. OUT. ALREADY.
Monday night, I watched R closely as he ministered. My heart was stirred, though I didn't mention it to him. Later, he said, "You know, I wish I could _____________." (exactly in line with my stirrings!)
Last night, someone approached him about participating in this very ministry!
Yesterday, I was thinking, "I wish I could _____________."
Last night, I discovered that if I will just step out of the way, God will take control and use me in this ministry I never thought of before. I'm trusting that He's already started.
We have seen God's hand start writing it on the wall.
I know this is cryptic. I am refraining from sharing details until everything's finalized. I will tell you that we're standing on the edge of something very different for us. We're so excited that we stayed up til nearly 1:00 this morning talking about it. My anger and frustration are gone, and have been replaced by peace. God is so good.
I'll be back to share more as soon as I'm able.